I think I need to be done with this blog

As you’ve all seen, I’ve been less and less active on it. It’s only now helping me keep the role of ‘sick’ and eating disordered. I love you all, you’re all so beautiful and strong. Thank you for everything you’ve done for me, and helped me with. You’re all so wonderful. 

A day in the life of depression

: MANTRA TO OVERCOME DEPRESSION

sierrademulder:

  Vitamin D. Sunlight. Go
outside. Get a good night

of sleep. Not too good.

Not shades drawn forever
good. Not like you used to.

Open the windows.

Buy more houseplants.
Breathe. Meditate. (One day,

you will no longer be

afraid of being alone
with your thoughts.)

Exercise. Actually exercise

instead of just googling it.
Eat well. Cook for yourself.

Organize your closet, the

garage. Drink plenty of water
and repeat after me:

I am not a problem

to be solved
. Repeat after me:
I am worthy I am worthy I am

neither the mistake nor

the punishment.
Forget to take
vitamins. Let the houseplant die.

Eat spoonfuls of peanut butter.

Shave your head. Forget
this poem. It doesn’t matter—

there is no wrong way

to remember the grace of your
own body; no choice

that can unmake itself.

There is only now, here,
look: you are already

forgiven.

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chibird:

I know I make a lot of penguins, but here’s another little one to boost your self esteem! >w<
Inspired by this cute post.

chibird:

I know I make a lot of penguins, but here’s another little one to boost your self esteem! >w<

Inspired by this cute post.

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Exactly 6 weeks sober today

ditchingthescript:

s-e-r-e-n-i-t-e-a:

holy shit this made me cry. 
ana this is my life and you are not welcome here.

I’m in tears

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I’ve had some purging and cutting slips recently. Blah, I jsut want to be recovered.

Reblog if you are recovering from an eating disorder.

desiring-happiness:

i want to follow all of you and support and help you through your recovery. we can all get through this together <3

(via recoveryisbeautiful)

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"Healing doesn’t mean the damage never existed. It means the damage no longer controls our lives."

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I self harmed yesterday for the first time in over a month. It was bad and bloody. What are the best distractions to use for if the urges come up today?

recover-together:

faithliesinme:

Not all of them, but these are some pretty populated areas. For the rest of them, go to Need Help? page.
Stay strong.

always reblog

recover-together:

faithliesinme:

Not all of them, but these are some pretty populated areas. For the rest of them, go to Need Help? page.

Stay strong.

always reblog

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